04.29.03-I have been so preoccupied lately working on Blonde Ambition and dealing with life. I have been so sick the last week so today I am heading home early and getting some badly needed rest!

I went to the Jazz vs. Sacramento game on Saturday. The playoffs...and the Jazz won...which I was happy about. Too bad they didn't do so well last night!

03.19.03-Updated the spotlight photo. I think this portrait of Naomi is beautiful.

Today is Sister Walker's funeral.

03.17.03-Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Bad news! My mission president's wife passed away this past weekend. It came as quite a shock this morning to open up my email and find that little bit of news waiting for me. She had a stroke on Friday which required her to have surgery on her brain to release the fluid. Then on Saturday they took her off of life support and she died from a brain hemorage. I am planning to attend the viewing and funeral this week.

Mom and I went today and ordered an arrangement to be sent to the church for the services. I found a little wooden light house to put in it. She loved lighthouses!

I must say I feel very blessed to have had the chance to know Sister Walker. She was an amazing lady with a heart that was full of self-less love for those around her. Sure love you Sister Walker!

03.06.03-I am not sure what all to tell you. I must say that life has been here and that is about all. I have been keeping busy with my websites and that is about it. My friends have all seemed to disappear (I guess that is what happens when you get engaged) and so I spend a lot of time at home reading.

I feel like I sound like a total downer lately, but it seems as if life has been so quiet and I feel very alone. Alone at home, alone at work, etc. I don't know what to do to fix how I feel. I guess time will tell.